Megan's Monday update

Today has started like a Monday with a vengence. Megan was up all night last night. Before she went to bed, she had a pretty good seizure. When she has those, she tends to get postictal, and just can't sleep. Today she was very emotional and just a mess. So looks like we will be calling the doc to see what is up. She had seizures as an infant and toddler. She outgrew the ones she had when she was little and hasn't been on meds in many years. The seizures that she has been having more frequently and more intense lately, used to only occur every 4-6 months. Who knows? It really stinks that as a parent you just don't know what is going on for sure. It breaks your mommy heart to not be able to make things right. I am her mom, I am suppose to be able to take the hurt away. I can't. It isn't fair. I should be able to. I should be able to at least know. I so wish she could just be able to tell me. To tell me what is hurting, to tell me what is wrong. For now, we just take it day by day, and hope we figure it out. Megan is sleeping now.. Praying she will sleep thru the night and tomorrow will be a better day. Please stop by Megan's other site too and sign her guestbook. Tell her you are from Springfield or surrounding area. We love to get to know everyone. www.caringbridge.org/visit/megansheppard